I remember reading an interview with their drummer that he failed recording this song like 20 times (he was doing all the songs in one take) so he literally went outside and did donuts in the parking lot to clear his head and then got it right when he came back. You can literally hear the frustration in his playing through this entire song. Just those 4 cymbal hits at the beginning just scream "FUCK, FUCK, FUCK, FUCK"

Hahahaha I’m suicidal as ever right now but this made me fucking bust up laughing. Thanks

not really

joder, esa si es una buena historia de origen xddd

Bass drums even vocals don't compare to the guitar .change my mind.

Lol I’m a drummer too and I can understand that so much

Lyrics GO! To un-explain the unforgivable, Drain all the blood and give the kids a show By streetlight this dark night, A séance down below There're things that I have done, You never should ever know And without you is how I disappear, And live my life alone forever now And without you is how I disappear, And live my life alone forever now Who walks among the famous living dead, Drowns all the boys and girls inside your bed And if you could talk to me, Tell me if it's so, That all the good girls go to heaven Well, heaven knows That without you is how I disappear, And live my life alone forever now And without you is how I disappear, And live my life alone forever now Can you hear me cry out to you? Words I thought I'd choke on figure out I'm really not so with you anymore I'm just a ghost, So I can't hurt you anymore, So I can't hurt you anymore And now, you wanna see how far down I can sink? Let me go, fuck So, you can, well now so, you can I'm so far away from you Well now so, you can And without you is how I disappear, And without you is how I disappear, Whoa whoa (and without you is how I disappear) Whoa whoa (and without you, is how, is how, is how) Forever, forever now

Thank

Let’s be honest, how many of us NEED the lyrics

Thanks dude I needed it

lmao go

I hear "Let me out, fuck" '-'

Gerard: hey kids wanna see a magic trick? Kids: yeah :D Gerard:

I'm so impressed with this song. I mean,This song can hypnotize anyone who hears it. I BET !

LOOOOOOOOOL NOOOOOOOOOOOO HAHAH

Pain

Shit 😂😂😂😂

You win

Holy shit, that song means so much to me. Perfect lyrics, perfect music, perfect vocal. Perfect

@hello i'm a clean frog honest cuz a few songs on this are so flawless

Perfect Band:)

@creek I love you alreadyyyy

@Sofia Vargas YESSSS

@creek omggg fellow sinner?

this song is like an everlasting ache that never disappears

Mateus505 saia da minha casa por favor eu tenho família

Kind of ironic how it never disappears but is called “this is how i disappear”

@Judah Larry instablaster :)

you prolly dont give a damn but does any of you know a tool to log back into an Instagram account? I was dumb forgot the account password. I appreciate any tips you can offer me

@Eduarda Cardoso ata kskskdnks

I AM FROM THE FUTURE AND THEY ARE BACK

Anyone else seeing dis dude WAIT WAS SEASON OF THE SIMPSONS IS IT?

Ur right mate

Is my channel successful in the future

THE FUTURE IS NOW OLD MAN

Bucket list: *-cry over every mcr song-* Sweet now I can die!

so you adding foundations of decay to your list or

Did you cry on Blood too? Mad respect /lh

@nescio that's actually a really good question lmao

@Emo Crybaby How am I not surprised?

So long and good night

I love the angry tone Gerard uses when singing this song. It feels so intense, but when he says "so I can't hurt you anymore!" for the second time the anger in his voice turns to pure rage followed by the genuinely scary sounding "and now, you wanna see how far down I can sink, let me go" Then goes straight into a more peaceful yet still angry tone with the next part before absolutely exploding in rage and anger for the final chorus. Fucking phenomenal.

And that my friend is why it's called emo.

All the dislikes are from the emo's fingers slipping from the tears

What dislikes? There are no dislikes here on YouTube. YouTube is a friendly hugbox where nobody gets bullied by a "dislike" button.

F a x

and in those tears is dripping eyeliner

@Jennifer Cantu Got some of the chemicals in my eye

"I'm just a ghost, so I can't hurt you anymore" I love that lyric. I don't really know how to explain but I'm going to try. I'm terrified of hurting people, it's one of my biggest fears. I know in the past I've said bad things (without realising at the time) to people who I'd been friends with for years. I don't talk to them anymore because we're all at different schools, but I still think about it a lot. I always get scared that I'll do something like that again, and that makes me want to not be alive so it doesn't happen. That lyric comforts me, I guess. Sorry for the rant I just needed to put it into writing

You’re good brother. It’s facts.

My sister introduced me to My Chemical Romance when I was about 8 and I'm glad she did

Haha same,

sounds like a great sister. my mom (the best mom ever) bought me this album for Christmas

I will show mcr to my brother when he turns 12/13 He's almost there ;)

My mom introduced me to mcr and im glad i was clueless that mcr was gone untill the year they came back

great, another young edgy kid to put up with

This is how the band disappears for another ten years...

Nah fam only 5

And they're back now

Dont u say....

@Elise Fallon here from the future. Woooo

Lmao that didn't age well

2:40 to 3:20 is an eargasm. I still remember listening to this on my mp4 when I was in highschool :')

exactly the comment i was looking for, one of the best moments in any mcr song jesus

OH MY GOD I WAS LOOKING FOR THIS COMMENT ITS SO GOOD

The whole damn song is an eargasm

do you happen to know what that high note was that he sang?

[Intro] Go! [Verse 1] To un-explain the unforgivable Drain all the blood and give the kids a show By streetlight this dark night A séance down below There's things that I have done You never should ever know [Chorus] And without you is how I disappear And live my life alone forever now And without you is how I disappear And live my life alone forever now [Verse 2] Who walks among the famous living dead Drowns all the boys and girls inside your bed And if you could talk to me Tell me if it's so That all the good girls go to heaven Well, heaven knows [Chorus] That without you is how I disappear And live my life alone forever now And without you is how I disappear And live my life alone forever now [Verse 3] Can you hear me cry out to you? Words I thought I'd choke on, figure out I'm really not so with you anymore I'm just a ghost So I can't hurt you anymore So I can't hurt you anymore [Bridge] And now, you wanna see how far down I can sink? Let me go, fuck! So you can Well, now, so you can I'm so far away from you Well, now, so you can [Outro] And without you is how I disappear And without you is how I disappear Forever, forever now

How tf do you dislike this?!?!??!? Mcr was the best band of its time and they would be even better now!!!

@Yesisai mcr is pop music lol Edit: just wanted to say that doesn't make them bad, but you can't be an obscure underground indie band and have your least played song in an album have 18 million+ plays on spotify

the people who are into pop music

Billie: all the good girls go to hell MCR: all the good girls go to HEAVEN

i really wanna like this comment but it has 420 likes

we all go to hell because nobody gave us a boost over heaven's gate, and we'd all rather go to hell than be in purgatory

Also MCR: We all go to Hell.

MCR: Nah, see this makes more sense-

But only heaven knows haha 😆

THIS SONG HAS HELPED ME BE CLEAN FOR MONTHS THANK U MCR

Vamp. It’s just crack you know you want. It

Hope you're still clean. If you are, congratulations! If not, stay strong :)

Are you still clean?

Vamp. ♡♡♡

Ive heard this song like a million times and it still hits really hard

Ikr?

2:39 is just chefs kiss. My favorite part!

Gerard just goes CRAZY FREAK MODE during this song. And I love it.

I had this crazy dream when I first got this album and listened to this song like a 10000times. About Aliens taking all of humans through mind control but a group of loyal dogs go on a quest to free their humans. I remember most distinctly was at 2:45, they climb over a big hill and see a massive field where aliens are taking humans on their ship, but horrified at the weapons the aliens had, hundreds and thousands of dogs charge the aliens at 2:57 and get absolutely decimated by explosions, guns, but they make it through and win and aliens retreat leaving the humans behind. Everytime I hear this song I wish it was the video clip. Haha I had to share that.

*hears intro* *waits* *screams GO*

Yes Thats the best part

yeah

Lazarbeam has a competitor for waiting

Lol same 😂

Hears intro Cries

No cap those quick strums Frank does in the background really show his NYHC and punk influence and the leads on this album show ray toros classic rock influence. Mikey way sounds like he’s playing 80s ABBA bass, bob Bryars drumming shows off a bit of punk and classic rock. Whereas Gerards vocals sound like they have a little Emo-core/early emo influence, mixed with 70s rock like David Bowie. It’s a weird mix of influences. But I love it so much!!!!

THIS ONE DOESN'T HAVE A DESCRIPTION LIKE THE OTHERS MAYBE THERE'S A SECRET TEXT THING THAT GETS MCR BACK TOGETHER (Sorry I'm getting desperate)

they are back!!!

@autumn murrie how in the fuck

YOU WERE RIGHT

surprise from the future

@autumn murrie how the fuck

It's my birthday. What did I do to deserve this?

Hey another Sept. 23rd birthday :D

@Sp_Zo that was funny ahahah

@Nana Banana happy bday matt matt

Oh hey another 09-23 birthday :D

without you, is how I disappear :)

2:16 to 3:21 has to be one of my all time favorite parts of any song of all time.

GO! To un-explain the unforgivable, Drain all the blood and give the kids a show. By streetlight this dark night, A seance down below. There're things that I have done, You never should ever know! And without you is how I disappear, And live my life alone forever now. And without you is how I disappear, And live my life alone forever now. Who walks among the famous living dead, Drowns all the boys and girls inside your bed. And if you could talk to me, Tell me if it's so, That all the good girls go to heaven. Well, heaven knows That without you is how I disappear, And live my life alone forever now. And without you is how I disappear, And live my life alone forever now. Can you hear me cry out to you? Words I thought I'd choke on figure out. I'm really not so with you anymore. I'm just a ghost, So I can't hurt you anymore, So I can't hurt you anymore. And now, you wanna see how far down I can sink? Let me go, fuck! So, you can, well now so, you can I'm so far away from you. Well now so, you can. And without you is how I disappear, And without you is how I disappear, Whoa whoa... (And without you is how I disappear) Whoa whoa... (And without you... is how, is how, is how...) Forever, forever now!

this song sounds a lot like the "carry on" part of black parade

The bridge is too hard 🔥🔥🔥 I’m so farrrr away from you

This resolved all my questions about the lyrics "And when I found you is how I disappear,"

Thanks

From all the music I've listened to I've never come across a band with so many bangers. It's the reason songs like this have a few million views. There's just too many fucking awesome songs

me and my gf scream MCR songs in the hall ways at school

MOOOD!!!!!

@My Life Is A Joke hey remember jokes have meaning just wanna let you know cause you should change your name then

How are your social lives doing?

thats kool

@Ølivia Is Børed all my friends and classmates listen to those K-pop shits and the others just listen to American pop songs and I think I'm the only one in my class who listens to rock. Doesn't matter though, I love MCR.

Mcr you saved my life you made my life worth living at one point I was 12 I'm now 24 please don't stop making music you live within me within all of us

One of my favorite MCR songs. That fast guitar riff just melts my soul

2:45 to 3:09 is classic MCR, closest thing to three cheers for sweet revenge.

I'M GONNA MAKE THAT ONE PERSON WHO DISLIKED DISAPPEAR

I'm gonna make myself disappear

Please do, this is the best comment ever 😂

4 years later, 486...... Now what?

U mean 444

please do

I always kinda liked MCR but i would have never heard this song if not for a random conversation with a random girl on a random discord on an uneventful tuesday. what a fukin great song

2019 ISN'T THAT FAR AWAY

IT HAPPENED THANK YOU

@Kaleb Jameson neither is 2039

Neither is 2025.

2022 brother :)

i cant get sick of this song

Im the only one I know (besides my sister who i dislike) who likes MCR so I will cry alone. I'll go to school on monday depressed and I'll be overlooked. I'll turn on my computer and blast this real loud.

Oh to be in the days where you can go to school again

I hope you found more people like you to befriend and I hope you're happy now.

I have a friend who likes a few songs. My sister HATES Mcr. I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE MCR AND MISSS THEMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!!!

Chloe Elise Boshears-hazen nope , I am the same

Audrey Robbins Omg literally same problem that I have

the rest of the song is great, just amazing, but at 2:17 my soul leaves my body and i a s c e n d

Same, it's the best bit imo

una de las mejores bandas que he escuchado... lastima que se separaron :'''(

I love this song sm I listen to it when I can’t sleep😭

you know when u can't describe your feeling but its MORE THAN GREAT?i mean literally this song is making me feel something idk

i love them they've gotten me through most of my life i miss them i have all their songs my mom goes through my music sees their songs are everywhere goes through them gets a headache gets mad and disapproves of my being emo when she finally realised i've been emo for 5 freakin years already and trys to make me girly so now I'm alone in my room listening to them still emo and listening to the voices is in my head...

This just drips Revenge energy- ive listened to that whole album a million times over and when i heard this for the first time I was so confused-

2:40 - the end is actually amazing

Best freaking band! I’ve always loved their music and I will always stand by them! 🤧💖

I forgot about this song. I got into them in Jr high, then stop listening to them, but got back into them. MCR rocks!!!

This has always been one of my favorites from the album. After all these years it still slaps hard. I have this fun experience when my workplace had an after-work event where we went to a place that had minigolf and _anger room_ 😁 You could choose your own music for the anger room. There I was destroying stuff with sledgehammer and with MCR blasting from the sound system. Would recommend!

This song helped me make the decision to let my addiction to heroine go.

Sometimes, I feel invisible in public places. I don't know if that's good or bad

When this album came out I didn't appreciate it's brilliance ...now all these years later ...I have seen the light

This song is much deeper than I thought, back to 10 years ago.

Me as a killjoy : THIS IS HOW I REAPPEAR

BAHAHAHAHHA

2019

@K G we all will in the future, so I don't know where you're going with this

@TheDerpOre I'm pretty sure they're not interested fam, sorry

Hey I mean they back

Listening to this live was amazing

ive figured and hope that my chemicale romance would be and still be one of the top rock band now i know gerrad has one of the best voices too just saying one of the best endings to a song

I love this! I love when i experiment on clicking on random music videos and find something that i can listen non stop

the feels man i'm in tears. remembering the days my chem saved my life. im not okay.

I just found this band and am now totally obsessed.

This one is my Favourite out of all !

Esses caras ainda existem? Todas as músicas deles são incríveis!

Still one of my favourites

I know its a cliché to say this BUT this album has a hell of a lot of under rated songs

My favourite song ever...i cant get over it since i was 13 years old. I just cant...

if u like this check out this hidden gem > faceless humming by The Impures is pretty goooood :D . ,

I always love them. 💛

Gerard didn't see the band gong past TBP "This Is How I Disappear" "The End." "Famous Last Words" "Dead!" Yeah i can tell

@Niiko Davis thanks man

@M it stands for MCR5

Oof

Panda man Smith the x means ten.

this is my favorite song of all time, it makes me feel amazing and free

This is My chemical romances best song, i absolutely LOVE this song from start to finish!!!!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

I'm from future and MCR just released their 5th studio album. Guys it is happening. It iS HAPPENING!!!

Me: *reading books,doing schoolwork and being calm* What's blasting through my headphones:

Their concert in Ireland was amazing :,,,,)

Still gives me chills. That bridge is intense.

The amount of impact this album has had on me is absolutely insane. Like its that one shrivel of sanity that I cling onto when I feel lost and gone.

forever my favourite song in this album hands down

2:58 love this riff

Not what we hoped would happen today, but still great.

Analie Calavazø *|-/*

you got that right I'm ded

This song still kicks my ass every single time and I've prob heard it 15o times. It's so earnest, real, heartfelt and the music adds an urgency to Gerard's already amazing vocal.

MCR: Hey kids do you wanna see something cool :) The fans: Yea!! MCR:This how I disappear Us:I-... :( Us: *pain* MCR in 2019: This is how I reappear MCR: HAHA YOU WERE FOOLED FOR 6 YEARS

Other bands: if I sink, would you hold my hand MCR: if I sink, kill me now.

It's "let me go."

Boas lembranças 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍 beijos do Brasil ♥

This song perfectly describes my feelings about My Chemical Romance.

One of my favourites 😍

To un-explain the unforgivable, Drain all the blood and give the kids a show By streetlight this dark night, A séance down below There're things that I have done, You never should ever know And without you is how I disappear, And live my life alone forever now And without you is how I disappear, And live my life alone forever now Who walks among the famous living dead, Drowns all the boys and girls inside your bed And if you could talk to me, Tell me if it's so, That all the good girls go to heaven Well, heaven knows That without you is how I disappear, And live my life alone forever now And without you is how I disappear, And live my life alone forever now Can you hear me cry out to you? Words I thought I'd choke on figure out I'm really..

Listening to a song about how a man who disappears without feeling like he accomplished anything before his death really hits harder in 2022. Especially for me, who has, in the grand scheme of things, done nothing and it seems as though the world as we once knew it is falling apart.

My partner told me to disappear during a heated argument tonight, I remembered this song from my teenage hood and that's why I'm here now.

Finalmente músicas novas ❤

I’m in love with this band and there music and videos!!

Absolutely amazing! I am loving the tribute!

I would like to formally extend this song to Frank. Without him is how I think all of us emos disappear

Amazing band!! Listening forever now!!!!

You guys will never disappear!

ugh this song gives me so many more feels now that im older q_q

_the most epic song from MCR_

I'M FOREVER INLOVE WITH THEM

SAME

Bingeing all their songs again cuz THEY'RE BACKKKKK!

Even tho it's 2021, their songs are the best👏🏼

WHERE ARE THE FUCKING FANS AT? WHERE ARE THE VIEWS AND LIKES IT DESERVES SO MUCH MORE

"You wanna see how far down i can sink , let me go (fuck)" That hits different 😳

escucharia esta canción toda la vida aaaaaaaaaaaaaa

2:40 y todo lo que sigue es lo mejor de la vida

This song makes my feel a world of diferent things

We’re waiting for a new album please 😢😢

Me pone triste pero me encanta esta canción afk 💖✨