girl in red - i'll die anyway.

나희진
나희진

you've been a lesbian since you were young cause of those RAINBOW BOOTS n imma stan

Vor 3 Stunden
Softi. egurll
Softi. egurll

I’m walking with myself ..holding her hand..we talked but she started to get sick of me over the years..our relationship didn’t last long ..she started downing me..telling me to lose weight..that I was lonely..she tried to murder me so many times I stayed up every night no sleep just to return to the table biting my tongue because I’m simply trying to wake up my tastebuds that has completely died ,I wasn’t in control of it..it was her..but I can’t blame the fact they hurt her making her hurt me but it wasn’t right for her to harm me..I sorta like the pain she dose to me,she pushes me in an endless ocean I cant swim out of even though theirs no waves or current that takes me down BUT SHES THE ONE BRINGING ME DOWN ALL BECAUSE SOME HEARTLESS PEOPLE DIDNT TREAT HER RIGHT..funny how she can never say she loves me yet pleading her heart out to others..why do I hate me so much...”why do you hate yourself so much I don’t understand “...for fucks sake mom YOU THINK I DO!?!

Vor 7 Stunden
Gabriele Avila
Gabriele Avila

"Accepting Im pointless is'nt the hardest when its so completly obvious" same girl 😩

Vor 10 Stunden
Ella Whiting
Ella Whiting

I'm not even gonna lie when I say that crying to this and listening to it on repeat as I'm reading the comments made me feel happy and sad. I was happy knowing that I'm not alone and that other people feel this way, and I was sad remembering all the easy time when I was a kid. I became a completely different person in 5th grade I had 6 people die in my family, and that took a toll. It got to the point werd I was just like whoa next. I had to become a mother figure for my 4 year old brother and my 3 year old sister, meanwhile I was 10. Years later I get yelled at for acting like a mother hen even thought for a year that is what I had to be. I'm sorry to my parents that I couldn't fit the mold that they want me too but that's too fucken bad. In 7th grade the things my mom said to me have forever been engraved into me, and she made me feel like it was my fault. She had pushed me so far that I thought that it would be better if I killed myself, and I would be doing her and my family a favor. I felt unwanted in my own house. I felt so alone and I was too scared to talk to anyone because if my mom found out then she would have done the same thing that she always does; she would have somehow turned in around so she seemed like the victim and that it was wrong for me to feel this was. The only reason I didn't go through with it was because of my siblings. I didn't even think about my parents I just didn't want my siblings to go through life without me. This song, just hits me like a bus. To this day I still struggle with believing and trusting my mom but I still love her, because she's my mom. Im at the point that I don't know who I am or were I'll end up, but I fantasize about have a good relationship with my partner and getting away from my mom. I still feel so alone and I feel like all I do is mess stuff up and will only disappoint my family, especially with the fact that I like girls. But despite all of that this song... it made me realise that I wasn't alone and that it's okay that you have these thoughts. Life fucken sucks okay. And this song literally change my perspective of people.

Vor 11 Stunden
Ella Whiting
Ella Whiting

Sorry didn't mean to go on a rant

Vor 11 Stunden
ImDaKookie :p
ImDaKookie :p

i'm late to this but i'm so lost, i don't know what to do anymore.

Vor 12 Stunden
Ins0ciAbl3 _
Ins0ciAbl3 _

Listening to this while preparing my meds for sui**de hits different 🥴 (guys don’t worry, i wont do anything, it isn’t now, it was long time before) ((sorry my english is very bad))

Vor 12 Stunden
Snejana
Snejana

this song is literally me in a nutshell👁👄👁

Vor 16 Stunden
Skylar?
Skylar?

Holy shit the like to dislike ratio is nuts

Vor 17 Stunden
Kattin Katt
Kattin Katt

1:51 ну скидай відро

Vor 18 Stunden
• d a r e d e v i l •
• d a r e d e v i l •

i miss the old me, too.

Vor Tag
DeKu And ShOTo FuNmIx funmix
DeKu And ShOTo FuNmIx funmix

I didn't have the best life ever ..... I listen to her songs because....I have a crush on my best freind ...... I don't want to hide away for very long .... My grandmother was my my escape but she can't be anymore so your music is my escape..... It's so sad but it's really true..... I don't want to hide much longer I love your music stay awesome and be kind and make more and more people smile everyday for me ....ok?

Vor Tag
Laura Gornik
Laura Gornik

This is honestly difficult for me because I'm the therapist friend. I'm always there for everyone, giving solutions, entertaining everyone, making sure that everyone is ok except for myself. I'm just so tired. I can't remember when it was the last time I got dressed and went outside, all I do is sit in bed, eat and make sure that my friends aren't bored or lonely. Don't get me wrong, my parents and friends are amazing, this is nothing to do with them. It's my fault. I'm just so tired of everything

Vor Tag
Fipix
Fipix

A Year ago i used to listen this song and i wanted to die. I wanted it so bad. After a year fighting with my depression, I can finally say that I'm happy. I don't want to die anymore, I can see hope, I can see life, I can see happy future. But when I listen to this again. I remember the pain. I remember how lonely and sad I was, how pointless everything was, how tired I was, how I wasn't strong enough to get up from my bed. And I remember that there's so many people like I was. So many with pain, with emptiness. So many of them who thinks they are tired to fight, because it's so hard. That there's no hope, no life no future. But even when you can't see it. It's there It's there even it can be hard Even when it feels no one cares Even when it seems no one cares There a future To you Where is people, lovely people, who loves you and shows it to you And where you love yourself And you are happy after all I promise

Vor Tag
d!S4pp0!ntm3nt
d!S4pp0!ntm3nt

nothing hits harder than staying up all night then watching the sunrise while listening to girl in red

Vor 2 Tage
Kendyll Cobb
Kendyll Cobb

This song makes me so sad becuase I was so happy when I didn’t know my sexuality and didn’t have to worry but now I’m confused and my family hates me :(

Vor 2 Tage
Zoey Jee
Zoey Jee

I can’t remember how it feels I reach for me but I’m not there It’s so lonely but who cares It’s fine it’s okay I’ll die anyway ~ I always wonder Why I’m here It’s fine It’s okay I’ll die anyway (I’m crying 😭) I always need a song like this ♥️👏🏼

Vor 2 Tage
Meliodas 0924
Meliodas 0924

I want to die , but i cant leave my family...

Vor 2 Tage
Anaheim Pterodactyl
Anaheim Pterodactyl

1:20 if that boot didn't give enough of a hint I don't know what did🤣🏳‍🌈

Vor 2 Tage
Sariah Watler
Sariah Watler

She can explain my depression better than i can. I love her music so much.

Vor 2 Tage
Blake J#
Blake J#

her childhood looked amazing..i'm a little wistful..

Vor 3 Tage
Bisteca Frita
Bisteca Frita

I have always been jealous of children's lives in the USA, parents film the newborn, changing diapers, first steps, playing, falls and walks with children.

Vor 3 Tage
Pauline Gran
Pauline Gran

Im CRYING so bad rn

Vor 3 Tage
Amme A
Amme A

Vor 3 Tage
Vera Hill
Vera Hill

1:38 I just wanted to say that whenever I’m feeling this way, I just try to find little reasons to keep going (I know it’s difficult, but please try it). It doesn’t matter how big they are, maybe the only thing you can think of is “there’s no one else to feed my pet” or “I haven’t watched that tv show yet”. But that’s ok. Finding any reason that you believe is important IS important, and you SHOULD keep living. Please keep living.

Vor 3 Tage
Aardvarkh
Aardvarkh

Bro. This is a song you know right? I see where you're coming from but its just a piece of media.

Vor 3 Tage
cinnamon sparkles
cinnamon sparkles

Yayyy you’re about to hit 1 mil subscribers

Vor 3 Tage
yellow idiot
yellow idiot

the modern niilism

Vor 3 Tage
tokyo suka
tokyo suka

my young self would be so disappointed.

Vor 4 Tage
Kotta
Kotta

I'm fucking balling

Vor 4 Tage
izzy
izzy

hi don’t die

Vor 5 Tage
Alex LDD
Alex LDD

Don't mind me just crying at exactly 1:00 AM while I'm camping with my family because of...reasons.

Vor 5 Tage
skskksskkskkskkskskksksk skkskskk
skskksskkskkskkskskksksk skkskskk

some of us really went from being happy everyday to being depressed and wanting to kill ourselves everyday. Having no motivation and being called “lazy” everyday. Being called selfish everyday for forgetting to wash the dishes or help with housework because our mind is so clogged with all this depression :( I wanna kms but I don’t wanna upset anyone:( and I believe that Jesus loves me but it’s hard

Vor 5 Tage
doris
doris

I

Vor 5 Tage
Antonia fk
Antonia fk

Beautiful

Vor 5 Tage
Valéria Zabeu
Valéria Zabeu

Today is my birthday and this song hits different, no parents suport, no one that loves me, no friends, just wanna die anyway

Vor 5 Tage
Xxšhâdøwplays! -
Xxšhâdøwplays! -

I don’t want anyone to die even tho this word is cruel,but I’m getting tired of suicides,murders,and killing it’s not good and every body is not perfect but everyone feels like this even me and I do not like when people die and how many of my family members died I don’t even feel anything when they die and so i think that we should not kill ourselves

Vor 6 Tage
Kokichi Ouma
Kokichi Ouma

sometimes Im thinkink about how it's gonna be when we are going to die... just think deeply and try to not feel anything

Vor 6 Tage
XxKili_ PlaysxX
XxKili_ PlaysxX

Are u trans?????

Vor 6 Tage
Niamh Mason
Niamh Mason

No...

Vor 3 Tage
cinnamon sticks
cinnamon sticks

Baby Marie is so adorable.

Vor 6 Tage
{Subliminal Bakery }
{Subliminal Bakery }

It's impossible to find a bad song by girl in red... Literally impossible... She just is SOOO good

Vor 6 Tage
Sophie Engelstad
Sophie Engelstad

depression in a nutshell

Vor 7 Tage
Tala Awad
Tala Awad

why am i crying? I miss my youth so much

Vor 7 Tage
O4нись Ytrom
O4нись Ytrom

Я плачу (((

Vor 7 Tage
Amya Petrick
Amya Petrick

I stared crying this is so cute!

Vor 7 Tage
_Statistics_
_Statistics_

I wanna tell my parents that Im sad and I’m in pain but idk how and I don’t want them to treat me weird or like I’m not normal

Vor 7 Tage
Nick Cooper
Nick Cooper

it's so good to know that in any song of hers, I will find the comfort I need

Vor 7 Tage
Jaron Beckhon
Jaron Beckhon

why does that last “ ILL DIE ANYwayyyyyyyy” just hit- 2:39

Vor 8 Tage
xx grace xx
xx grace xx

when this was uploaded on my birthday😎😎

Vor 8 Tage
Noorah
Noorah

im just lost

Vor 8 Tage
eatmilk _chann
eatmilk _chann

The rainbow boots :0 I FRICKIN WANT THOSE FOR MY GF Jk i dont have one ;(

Vor 9 Tage
softghost
softghost

i know you wont see this but you helped me so much, i live in a catholic and homophobic house and you and your music are my only reasons to be alive

Vor 9 Tage
Athena
Athena

hey, Marie..... do you.. listen to girl in red...? 👉👈

Vor 9 Tage
Sander
Sander

im not gonna lie this slap. i will just fade away and no one will care so :)

Vor 9 Tage
Lu Plays iT
Lu Plays iT

i'm crying because that's the way i feel everyday, i have no happy moments of last 7 years, like when i was i child that didn't care about anyone or anything thank you for doing this song i've never relate that much as now watching the video and listening it (i'm sorry if i have a bad english, i'm from argentina)

Vor 9 Tage
FreyDay _
FreyDay _

She is beautiful

Vor 9 Tage
『ᴘᴇɪɢʜᴛᴏɴ 』
『ᴘᴇɪɢʜᴛᴏɴ 』

theres a word that pops up for a second idk what it say its like vann er goy sorry if it means something bad i ddidnt know

Vor 10 Tage
Christian Flores
Christian Flores

fuck B

Vor 10 Tage
fleur ann
fleur ann

lol

Vor 10 Tage
Rachel Weinberg
Rachel Weinberg

ngl that bouncy swing thingy she was on looked fun af

Vor 10 Tage
Crystal xPepsi
Crystal xPepsi

I love how her parents are just filming everything and my parents over here dont even know how to take a picture 💀✌🏼

Vor 10 Tage
Imgonna_eatyourgf •
Imgonna_eatyourgf •

I love this song soo much when I listen to this song it just makes me cry and I just miss my childhood. When there was no problem nothing to worry about. It’s just scary how someone can change soo much so fast. I miss my old self but I just can’t seem to find myself. I’m just lost in a whole different mind. Sometimes I just wish suicide was easy. I just need to find myself.

Vor 10 Tage
Li
Li

the first scene reminds me of clairo’s pretty girl video or is that just me

Vor 10 Tage
Atzel Blave
Atzel Blave

This hits different 3 a.m

Vor 10 Tage
It's Bessie
It's Bessie

you were so cute as a baby omg :)

Vor 10 Tage
Kekoa Roberts
Kekoa Roberts

People: please don’t go out side unless you need to me:

Vor 11 Tage
I’m the rats
I’m the rats

for anybody reading this, just know you’re loved and you have a purpose, if you didn’t another cell would’ve been born and you wouldn’t have been. i love you so much and you got this ❤️

Vor 11 Tage
doug robertson
doug robertson

Why does this hit so hard?

Vor 11 Tage
Gracee Fuller
Gracee Fuller

Asking for a friend.... why did you guys stay alive? I wanna know...

Vor 11 Tage
I Am An Awkward Potato
I Am An Awkward Potato

0:48 Ignore this

Vor 11 Tage
ЛавашЪ
ЛавашЪ

Россия :3

Vor 11 Tage
депрессивный омлет
депрессивный омлет

ураа, я не одна заметила :D

Vor 9 Tage
that girl in the back of your class
that girl in the back of your class

*im confused on what is life*

Vor 11 Tage
kait
kait

the videos like cavetowns 'i miss my mum'

Vor 11 Tage
imthedeadgirlin thepool
imthedeadgirlin thepool

would someone please tell what her father said in 1:51?

Vor 12 Tage
goblin_girl _
goblin_girl _

Her- “go back to sleep!” Me at 4:00 in the morning- 1-I was never asleep 2-I will after listening to one more song... *listens to 4am at full volume with headphones on with my pride flag as a cape*

Vor 12 Tage
goblin_girl _
goblin_girl _

Has anyone ever told you how beautiful you are? The answer is probably yes because you’re so hecking pretty

Vor 12 Tage
yasxmine_
yasxmine_

baby marieeee

Vor 12 Tage
Dr Wrecker
Dr Wrecker

0:48 Ignore this

Vor 12 Tage
shærøn tręë
shærøn tręë

its really hard to see the childhood in tapes, and then watch yourself and realize that u r a shit in this world

Vor 12 Tage
Toxic Muck
Toxic Muck

This song makes think of how i look through old pictures of my family and think of how much inwant that happiness back

Vor 12 Tage
pyrox 58
pyrox 58

This technically has child porn in it

Vor 13 Tage
Edita Sabukoniene
Edita Sabukoniene

Oh don't mind me! Just a closeted bisexual making earings at 3:17am while blasting this!!! I like Girls more

Vor 13 Tage

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