crying in an old library on a rainy day (dark academia)

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    oliviaaleeoliviaalee

    Dauer: 23:01

    I OWN NONE OF THIS!
    *mostly classical music
    Leave requests of future playlists in the comments!
    🌟TIMESTAMPS🌟
    Experiences - 0:00
    What falling in love feels like 6:08
    Adagio in G minor 7:41
    Reflections 15:48
    Visons of Gideon 18:25

еrin
еrin

This reminds me of day when I went to the library in my city. I had a very bad day, so I spent less than an hour there. I couldn't focus on my studies because I'm was fighting with myself to not cry.

Vor 5 Monate
Yohanna Almeida
Yohanna Almeida

I identified myself, I understand you.. you are not alone, receive a hug

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Neko Chan
Neko Chan

Holding back tears is so painful, especially when you don't want to do it in public or in front if people 😞

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apolline leroux
apolline leroux

i hope you're ok now. or at least better. because ok is hard sometimes. i hate it when people say that, but i'm here if you need to talk.

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Cadence
Cadence

Crying is natural and you shouldn't be ashamed to do it!

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Neriman Mahmudov
Neriman Mahmudov

😭😭😭😭😭😘😘😘😘👍I hope you're getting good now.

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kaatbury
kaatbury

too bad there are no nice libraries near me, hecc i don't even want the libraries in my country, so in short, i've never even been into a library before:')

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cantpickanaesthetic
cantpickanaesthetic

Me: I love this. Also me: Rocking out to 1D at 3am.

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Lilly :p
Lilly :p

1:03 - just listen. Then tell me if you hear the song getting stronger and stronger, untill it explode emotions

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Lydia P.
Lydia P.

I love how you can hear the little clicks we when the fingers tap on the keyboard.... It makes it more realistic

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dawn
dawn

it’s a strange feeling, knowing you’re meant for another world.

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Sprinting wolf Hill
Sprinting wolf Hill

15:49 this song is how my life would sound if it was a song. Depressing, heartbreaking, and overall just extremely unpleasant. ( the song itself is not unpleasant at all its truly beautiful and calming)

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Lemon :]
Lemon :]

Now I want to go to my local library again because it's very old and this would be amazing reading there-

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Lemon :]
Lemon :]

Libraries are one of my safe spaces for anything. So are forests on a sunny day. So are ballrooms, but I've never been in one, but it'd be amazing just playing music or dancing to music. Maybe one day.

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Mathea Li
Mathea Li

3:00 aand 7:47 ( read it with this piece) why couldn't he ever love me. Was I not enough? Tear streamed down your face. You cry into your knees. The sound of thunder roared outside. You sob as the thunder got louder and louder, so as your vengeance, you lift your trembling head and declare in a soft whisper. " I, Y/N with get him back, no matter WHAT." suddenly the thunder stopped, and so did her emotions. She stood up, and pushed the chair back, and picked up her bag, and walked away. What she didn't know was that [insert love interest name] was watching her, and her declaration. He was determine to stop her.

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Nanda Choerunnisa
Nanda Choerunnisa

Why am i just found this channel like right now im so far behind omg

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oliviaalee
oliviaalee

HAHA

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a
a

tried to play this song before sleeping and i felt so lonely.

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Skatebored Scotland
Skatebored Scotland

2am vibes

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Grace-Elizabeth
Grace-Elizabeth

It has been 827 days since he held me in his arms. 827 days since he said I love you. 827 days since we sat together next to the fire, since we promised never to leave. It has been 827 days since I promised to stay by his side. It has been 827 days since we rode our horses through the field, since he had breakfast together, since we sat for hours lost in each other’s eyes. After all 827 days, the color has faded, my voice no longer sounds joyful, the bags under my eyes carry stories of a once wonderful love. It has been 12 days since he left me alone in the woods, my skin has started to deteriorate, my once beautiful body is set with maggots and flies, my eyes which upon a time sparkled even in the darkest of rooms have dulled and become nothing but empty sockets. It has been 12 days since I lost the love of my life.

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David Duong
David Duong

The dreary innocent chronically try because tuba formerly part out a hard-to-find frown. strange, victorious tabletop

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Johanna Grieskamp
Johanna Grieskamp

"I want to scream but i can't. I want to cry but i can't. I want to love but i can't. I want to feel but i can't. I want something else instead of this emptiness but then again I'm scared of what I'll feel instead and how much it'll hurt when i fall again..." - My drowning heart

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shahad alnwaiser
shahad alnwaiser

my friends listening to raps pop music , Ariana , billie , etcwhile me listening to classic music and enjoying it sm-

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Madahi Khan
Madahi Khan

I love this Playlist more than the ones with voice? I mean I love the other playlists too, but I prefer the ones with melody /classical music only

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Dhaker Haj saleh
Dhaker Haj saleh

THE TRANSITION AFTER CLASSSICAL MUSIC IS INSANEEEE

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ღカリーナ
ღカリーナ

In 15:49 I feel like a passenger on the ship of dreams! The Titanic. I don't know why I have to think about the Titanic, but I do and it feels so weird and sad.

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Leah Sewell
Leah Sewell

anyone love rain. me too.

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Crafty Crab
Crafty Crab

You're running as fast as you can with your dress flowing behind you. It feels good running through that field, with the rain pouring, wind howling.Your bare feet feel good running through the deep, wet grass.

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Crafty Crab
Crafty Crab

Just so.. alive.

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Crafty Crab
Crafty Crab

You feel alive. (:

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Kim Nguyen
Kim Nguyen

The beginning of reflections made me laugh lmao

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Matilda Does Music! :3
Matilda Does Music! :3

POV: it’s midnight, you get out of your bed and open the window to the fresh breeze and sent of pine trees. You climb out onto the roof and look at the forest, you catch a white fox walking around, it stares at you with its silver eyes then disappears into the woods. Then you hear something, the creak of a window, a girl with long brown hair climbs to the roof without noticing you. She looks into the forest just how you had been. “It’s pretty” she says, her cold voice sets you off guard. “I thought I was the only one who came up here” you say back smiling at her face illuminated by the moonlight. “You are, I’m just visiting” she responds, but you don’t understand, you didn’t invite her to *your* castle. “I didn’t invite you though” you say, you try to get closer to her and almost slip, she glances at you but quickly looks away as if she has something to hide. You get closer to her and sit next to her on a chimney, looking intently at her face, waiting for a response, she only laughs and reaches in her pocket. She gets out a silver knife, you gasp and step back causing you to slip, holding onto the chimney you just stare at her. “I’ve been watching you, I go to every castle I can find and watch the people” she says, your perplexed “why?” You ask. “So I can kill them” she says while smiling, your face goes white as you still hang onto the chimney. “S-so your gonna kill me?” You ask in fright. “Don’t be so sad, look at your life, I’ve been watching it, your not happy” she says. “Well no i-“ you realize she’s right, you don’t have any meaning, any point in living. “But I can’t kill you” she says, finnaly looking at you in the eyes, her silver eyes match the foxes. “Why not?” You ask. “Because I love you” you stare at her in confusion. “That’s the problem with my method, I get to attached.” She gets of the chimney and balances on the roof going to the very edge, you make your way onto the chimney and cautiously follow her. She turns around and smiles at you. “Bye” You then realize what’s happening and run to her, “NO!” You yell as she jumps off the castle to the ground. You can’t go forward to risk falling off but you are overcome with emotion, you don’t know why, you don’t even know her. You look across the endless forest and see the same white fox jumping around, as it looks at you one last time, and smiles just like her smile.

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Jade & Niev
Jade & Niev

The aroma of the freshly fallen rain lifted from the crumpled leaves on the forest floor. They flew out of the way as I strolled along the trees, each one seemingly taller than the last. Each step I drew was a weight that flew off my shoulders, my pace visibly increasing. Pushing through the see through bushes as they proudly stood in a formation resembling that of a wall. Towering over the rest of the woodland stood the rumbles of a deserted castle. Once full of life was its walls for the ceremonies held were far from ordinary, now were only known as that of the leaves heading to their new land of residence upon the mossy roots of the vines clambering to the old building. Instead of the soft strings of a violin were those of the rustling tree tops in the biting air.

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TAIN _
TAIN _

Восхитительно

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Emily Lee
Emily Lee

ssur.cc/milfcam7av22 Tenendo conto delle percentuali di successo, l'innalzamento del livello di coscienza civica rivela un'urgente necessita di requisiti prioritari. Conclusioni banali ma inconfutabili, cosi come rappresentanti delle moderne riserve sociali, non sono altro che la quintessenza della vittoria del marketing sulla ragione e devono essere verificate in modo tempestivo.! 私たちは、現代の開発方法論が、材料、技術、および人的基盤の形成のための新しい原則の分析を必要とするという事実から始めることを余儀なくされています。すでに何度も言及されているように、多くの有名な人格は派閥の違いを追加するだけであり、社会民主主義のアナテマによって裏切られています。紳士、絶え間ない量的成長、そして私たちの活動の範囲は、自給自足と外部依存の両方の概念的解決策に対する高い需要を事前に決定します。第三世界の活発に発展している国だけが非常に前向きな見方で示されています。

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Yagmur Kabagoz
Yagmur Kabagoz

ı cant even cry

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shri
shri

Wow this is a really amazing playlist

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Donna Gergess
Donna Gergess

I wish i have dark academia books to read

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Martina uwu
Martina uwu

thats videos is cool !!!! :D

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Birintha Reshimaa
Birintha Reshimaa

A great way to start a playlist is to play Experience

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Adhelletjie
Adhelletjie

It feels like this music has subliminals in them...because it's triggering my deep emotions😭and that's doesnt happen just because

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Rosé
Rosé

I'm not crying, I'm doing my fucking math

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Aiyana Gomez
Aiyana Gomez

the dislikes are from the librarians

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Dulce L
Dulce L

Here’s a poem I created : Life is a blank canvas You’re painted blue Dullness fills your mood I embody yellow For my imaginative mellow You have bewitched my soul We melt together And flourish into a green scene Dusk fills our radiant faces Spice alters our thoughts Your gaze traces My silhouette I’m like liquid Flexible to endure pain Adopting various tones Of black and purple I am bruised For your muse ~ D.V

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Hello.
Hello.

for anyone wondering, the first song is called Einaudi: Experience. There's a version with violin as well, it sounds beautiful.

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moshi moisi
moshi moisi

the books always tells those things that reality escapes from

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angels
angels

Sitting on one of the many stuffed chairs in this big library, yours is a hot pink with Victorian drawing lines, near the big, made of stone fireplace. The library all walls covered in shelves with books, bound in leather, new old, different sizes and stories. Holding one of the many book, your favorite one. The words consuming your whole body and heart. No one else was in the library just you and the book. The fire cracking making soft sounds, it had rained that day, now it had stopped but the day was still cloudy, numerous shades of gray in the sky, the light pouring out of the big and high windows, tracing the west wall inches from each other. A few hours passed as well the chapters of the book. The big doors opened behind you, but they were too far away from you, for the sounds to have any affect on your reading. A man appears in front of you, you recognized him. "Time to come home" he says stretching out his hand.

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7:40 har 0:00 sky

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what comes after Infinity! ?
what comes after Infinity! ?

:3

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m
m

you had a very bad day today. you have a very bad day _everyday_ somehow you finally managed to woke up from that numbness, that feeling that brought you to ignore everything and everyone, you started realising that you didn't do anything with your life, anything meaningful, meaningful to _you_ . so you run away until your feet stop in front of the library, "home" you thing. it rains. a bitter smile appears on your face while, hesitant, you approach the door, you enter, you greet the librarians who you were basically friends with now. you are exhausted and disappointed in yourself at the same time, you go to your usual seat with your book and silently you cry, for endless minutes. eventually you stop, you stand up and you go outside. the sun was there. the weather was born again, like you. and home you went, now fully aware that you have strength in you.

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Jennifer Jacobs
Jennifer Jacobs

What is the first song called?

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sylvia leeflang
sylvia leeflang

the dislikes are 111 imma shift ehehe

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suhana zakaria
suhana zakaria

Wasn't this experience by Ludovico Einaudi

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isabelle woodward
isabelle woodward

If I die, without running in slow motion outside some castle in a big royal ball-gown while it’s raining trying to save my soulmate from being killed, then I have not lived the right life.

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Aquatic♕Goddess
Aquatic♕Goddess

Listening to this while I write a research paper for my psychology class. Wish me luck!!

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Ahmet Kemal Gürel
Ahmet Kemal Gürel

This is the soundtrack of my depressive scenes

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Totally spies
Totally spies

What is the first song called

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Riley Mason
Riley Mason

The smiling sail biochemically spray because sex especially drum anenst a hypnotic crown. acceptable, round revolve

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Elizabeth Jackson
Elizabeth Jackson

POV (For those of us that prefer males, enjoy!) : Your school day just ended, and you decide to go to the library just out of town. No one else goes there because of the ghosts and spirits that tend to mill around. You find an old, obviously loved book in the romance section and find a nice spot to read it. Halfway through, you think back on the school day. You remember the couples you'd seen and every one of your former crushes. Then, you remember every relationship you've been in. You start crying, the pit in your chest aching with each tear. Before you know it, your tears stain the book in your lap, and the library has gone quiet. A little girl, probably around five or six, reaches a translucent hand toward yours. "It's okay," she says, a sad smile on her lips. "We're here for you." You nod, trying to take a deep breath, and look around. Every spirit from the library is sitting around you, nodding with the girl. A boy around your age stands and walks towards you. Gently brushing a tear from your cheeks, he watches you, seaming at a loss for words. He then pulls the book from your hands and passes it to the little girl. "Come with me," he murmurs, offering a hand to help you up. You take his hand, taking another deep, steadying breath. The boy leads you through the library to a quiet corner away from all the spirits. He comes to a stop and watches you carefully before brushing your hair from your eyes. You watch him with the same intensity, equally cautious and curious about the only other living human here. He slowly reaches his arms around you and pulls you into a hug, letting you pull away if you're not comfortable. You practically melt into his warm body, your sobs coming back full force, as he rests your head against his chest. "I know," he mumbles into your hair, rubbing light circles on your back. "I know."

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Ari Elizabeth
Ari Elizabeth

listening to this when I'm doing my presentation thats due tomorrow and barely started on does not help. update: i am on the verge of giving up on everything

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Astro
Astro

This makes me want to write multiple letters about thoughts and other personal stuff and just give it to all the people I'm afraid to speak too

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Ashtanoth S
Ashtanoth S

I love you can hear the clicks of the piano keys... and the pedals. Is just facing...

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Ramona Tyga
Ramona Tyga

imagine fake escenarios is my passion

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enja
enja

thats really so sad. i always get emotional when listening to classic music, but thats sadness on another level

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Caitlin Cole
Caitlin Cole

If the sun transformed into a human. It would be you. You shine so bright I could get blind staring at you, and yet I chose to do so. Your soft smile makes my heart flutter. You bring me warmth. But apparently we aren't made for each other. You are the sun and I am the moon. We will never be in the same sky.

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vonlain
vonlain

i hate how i make myself so vulnerable i wish i never told those people my secrets why did i over share i just want to go back in time i wish i learned that keeping secrets were good and to not over share i hate how i’m so scared i want to happy so sad and i think i am happy sometimes i feel like my problems are not bad compared to everyone around me, i feel like my problems are fine compared to everyone else. why am i so sensitive why do i want to drift away from everyone. i want to escape but if i do they will tell my secrets and i don’t want that i really don’t want that. i’m scared i’m scared of living anymore i don’t want to get hurt anymore i’ve been through so much. i’m just to scared of what’s going to happen if i do kill myself what is it like i wish i could know. i want to disappear in a not painful way a place where everyone forgets me and won’t feel pain. well i think that they would be sad if i killed myself but i don’t really know what they’d think, would they be relived that i would be gone? i would honestly, i have no good purpose nothing special about me. i’m just so tired and done with this

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Либидный Гопник
Либидный Гопник

Wait... sayonara America, sayonara New York....

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Ciel Phantomhive
Ciel Phantomhive

The title of the book I am working on "Her Sapphire Eyes" "Mother! Mother!" The little nine-year-old girl Roseland cried out as she was desperate to get her mother's attention. Her mother turned her head in the direction of the screaming little girl and said "What is it my dear?" The little girl had a glow in her eyes as she showed her mother the old book she found in their huge library. Her mother was shocked to see that her little Roseland was interested in a book. "A book? What about this book gives you such joy?" The mother asked. "Well this book expresses that women can do just about anything a man can do, and just as well! It talks about magic, and strength, and smartness!" The little girl said intrigued. The mother then looked at her daughter with a very sad and disappointed look in her bright blue eyes. The mother than took a moment if silence then said "Darling I know that women are amazing and powerful, but men just do not see that, men see us women as wives who should cook meals and we're dresses, along with tight corsets..." As she held her head against her daughter's, but Roseland was not happy about that at all, Roseland wanted to play in the mud, and ride horses, and dress however she please. So Roseland ran off...Her mother giving her a saddened look in her eyes. "Why can't I just be who I want to be, I haye the dresses I am given, I hate how I can't ride horses it learn to fight!" She screamed as she ran out of the castle and in to the woods. She had tears streaming down her face as she remembered what her father did to her, she remembered all the pain and suffering she went through to be a "proper lady". She kept running, and running until she found a soft and safe place to rest, in which she did, she found a nice field of flowers that had a tree in the somewhat is the middle of the field. But as she was walking into the field she saw a woman in a white beautiful gown with a flower crown and long beautiful lavender colored hair. Roseland was surprised to see the beautiful lady there, but being as reckless as she is she went up to the lady and introduced herself to the lady. And the lady stared and said "Hi, I am Violet..." As she carefully let the child lay her head on her lap. Chapter one. I am still not finished with this but that is the beginning, please do tell me what you think of the story so far. Written by: mehheartisdeadsucker Or Zero

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Emile Santos
Emile Santos

Omg, i love him, and not saying It was the big mistake....

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Reign Wegscheid
Reign Wegscheid

POV: You're a disappointment to your parents. You just found out your friends were playing your feelings for entertainment. You run away, into an abandoned building, which turns out to be a ancient castle tower. You know you're alone, yet you hear music start to play. However, you're not scared, and instead find a sort of...sad peace...in the music being played. You wander into the old library, to see a human-like entity, playing the piano. You slowly walk around, looking at the books and abandoned tables. While playing, the entity clears it's throat. They smile gently in your direction. They walk to you, take your hand, an slowly guide you to the top of the tower. When you reach the top, you're soaked in rain. You look around, and can see your whole town. But you still feel a peaceful emptiness. Finally, the entity gives you a hug, takes your hand again, and you both slowly walk into a white light, smiling, into a happy nothingness....

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eve toplis
eve toplis

DRAW WHILE LISTENING AHHHH 😩☝️

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Haya Tomlinson
Haya Tomlinson

another of my fav playlists, i listen to this on a daily basis :D

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Fred Flintstone
Fred Flintstone

Why can you not understand that people are not for sale? It does not matter if I am a homeless man or the creator of the multiverse you reside in, or both. People are not commodities and I am here to help the prisoners that have been wrongfully imprisoned by the likes of yourself to power their family 'star systems'. This creation sits on the literal verge of destruction, and I am dealing with a man in a bikini and beard whining about a broken heart. Brigham, you are done with this. Get over it or I will get over you with a 4 wheel drive.

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ugh
ugh

i wish i lived inside a coming-of-age movie. i feel like i didn't live my teenage years as i should've. instead of parties, creating memories ot even having my heart broken, i spent all of those years depressed and trapped inside my apartment. it's sad when you get to ur twenties and you feel like your friends are slowly getting their shit together, some are studying hard to get that degree, some start their own business and start working, some get maried... and you're just lost in life, you're in the same pace you were before. i didn't have fun in my teens but i don't feel like partying in my 20s either. i didn't meet many people and lost a lot of friends bc of my mental health. i just feel lost and i feel like i don't belong anywhere in a way? i don't know how to describe it better. 20s is a weird phase man.. you're still too young to get your whole life together but you're adult enough to get responsabilities. i don't know what i'm supposed to do. i'm lost.

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Abeer Arif
Abeer Arif

Omg visions of gideon at the end 🥺 that song has a soft spot in my heart. You really know how to make me cry Olivia

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Enrique Lopez
Enrique Lopez

Just picture it: You seat with your bunch of books, at a rainy and foggy day, enjoy the quiet and peace at the library, the people around you feeding themselves with knowledge. Then, as you get prepared to resume your studies on (insert your favourite major here), you see him/her. Another fellow student (girl or boy, you name it). He/She is attractive. You put together all your courage to speak. You approach, assuming his/her major. You'll give it a try. At least, you'll end up sharing your passion for Romantic period Concert Music, or any other period. "Hey, hi, I've seen you have great topics in the books you have chosen. I have studied a bit too about History of Art. Yet, I am at the Mathematics and Statitics and..." "Oh sorry..." he/she interrupts, "I am not like, really on the books, I just love the aesthetics. You are one of these really nerdy ones, right? Hehe... Excuse me, I... have to go." He/She says while walking away and sending you a condescending smile, like feeling sorry for you. You go back to your studies, this beautiful and sorrow music starts playing in your mind.

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Oshany Calderwood
Oshany Calderwood

What’s the first song called

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seraj alhorani
seraj alhorani

قال رسول لله صلله عليه وسلم (أعوذ بلله من الحزن والهم)

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Chloé Jobard
Chloé Jobard

Reasons to live: “Suicide doesn’t stop the pain,” “It gives it to someone else.” - [ ] 1: We would miss you - [ ] 2: It’s worth it to be alive - [ ] 3: It does get better,believe it or not it will eventually get better. - [ ] 4: There’s so much you would miss out on doing. - [ ] 5: You are worth it don’t let anyone,even yourself tell you otherwise. - [ ] 6: God made you for a reason, you have a reason. - [ ] 7: There is always a reason to live! - [ ] 8: So many people care about you - [ ] 9: You are amazing - [ ] 10: I don’t even know you and I love you - [ ] 11: I care for you - [ ] 12: There are plenty of people that love you - [ ] 13: Youre literally perfect!!

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seraj alhorani
seraj alhorani

Ok girle stop posting this a scuidal guy wouldn't open this And you post ain't helping

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Frances Medrano
Frances Medrano

im so happy to discover these dark academia playlists in youtube. dont know what i'll do without them

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Adali’s Wife
Adali’s Wife

“I can’t stay love...I’m sorry.” The last words you ever said to them before you returned to your CR, crying on the ground your dad walks in...”what’s wrong?” He says sitting next to you. “You wouldn’t understand. Nobody would.”

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Adali’s Wife
Adali’s Wife

“We’re not meant to be and you know that, maybe another way or another life but not right now.” Those were there last words before they left you in the dark. Now it’s another life and you’ve met someone new...they don’t treat you the same and all you want is him back. Another life passes and you have yet to find him...maybe it’s better off this way. “Looking for me darling?” Someone says from behind you...

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Achlys
Achlys

My surroundings are beautiful, old and ancient and full of knowledge. Dark wood and roaring fires, high ceilings and Gothic arches. Not to mention the books. Lovely things, bound in leather and traced with gold. Any other time, I wouldn’t be able to keep my hands away. But not today. Not with everything that has happened. I can’t get her cold, pale face out of my mind. Empty eyes. Lips which did not stir with breath. Lia. Dead, gone. Murdered. Because I couldn’t save her. I crumple to the floor, my legs giving out beneath me. I have no strength to stand anymore. Lia. Lia. Lia. Her name runs an endless cycle in my mind, neverending. I can’t endure this. I can’t. A broken, strangled sound comes out of me, echoing in the silence of the library. Such silence. Such silence in my mind, even now. I want to scream. I want to bellow at the injustice of the world. Tears gather in my eyes, dripping down my cheeks. So cold. They’re as frigid as ice - more. Great, bruising sobs wrack my body, tears dripping onto my face, my clothes, the polished floor. It feels like fire, burning me up. I can’t survive this. There are no words for this grief, this agony. For this emptiness in my heart, my very soul. A lock of fiery red hair falls into my face. So bright. Like a raging fire of passion. Gone. That fire is gone. It has perished, been snuffed out. And Thrisha - she promised she would protect her. Promised nothing would happen. I can’t breathe. Can’t breathe. Tears are bitter, the only way I can express this darkness in me. Thrisha has her stories, Amélie her music, and Darci her poetry. I - I have nothing. No way to turn this ache into something beautiful, something worth it. (This was... not what I intended to write. Oh, well. At least I tried. Wattpad is @Late_Night_Poet)

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mimi
mimi

omg this is amazing

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Strawberry Blondes
Strawberry Blondes

title idea: private ballet lessons with the ghost of Anna Pavlova its bad i know lol

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seraj alhorani
seraj alhorani

😂😂😂 Shut up an go to you balli lesson

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Kamila
Kamila

tell me when you guys release novels, everyone in the comments just went full Shakespeare and I'm obsessed.

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jgfhuff jfsvued
jgfhuff jfsvued

jesus

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mariaa :3
mariaa :3

I was just crying because my mom was saying my grades are the most important thing in my life and that face timing friends doesn't help me focus. It doesn't help you, I'm not you, I'm me, so you should start thinking about the things you do to me that make me cry to sleep. The therapist I hate going to every Tuesday, the one that only makes worse, telling me I should read more in my language (portuguese) when the only books there are in that language here are "Little Women" or "Sherlock Holmes", let me read in english. Let me face time my friends, they make me happier than anyone else ever has. Let me read things like "A Series Of Unfortunate Events", let me watch barbie movies and miraculous, let me simp over a ginger twin, LET ME BELIEVE HOGWARTS IS MY HOME. Let me go to my dream trip and not your enormous walks on a tropical island where the weather is boiling hot. Let me be happy, because, someday I'll be free to open my wings, to escape all your rules, to run off to a house in the woods with a marble library with wood tables. Let me go to boarding school, it's the school i would get better grades in and make friends for life. Stop saying I have to work out, that I'm fat and I'm gaining weight, grow up. And stop beating me up for standing for myself when I say you are not to talk about my weight. Stop trying to convince me a marriage like yours would make me happy. STOP RUINING MY LIFE. I understand you weren't lucky and that it was different in your time, i'm sure it was different in grandpa's time too but they didn't do what you're doing to me. Stop turning on the light when you know I'm happier in the darkness. Stop saying my future is gonna be bad just because I don't want to be like you, mom. STOP BEING MORONS. I don't think anyone is going to read this, but tysm if you're reading this.

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Anice Flavored Confusion
Anice Flavored Confusion

i'm just a stranger on the internet, but your grades aren't the most important thing, the most important thing is your happiness and mental and physical health, hope you will get away from you mother soon. sending love

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ky m
ky m

Listening to this while teaching myself French and taking notes is way to perfect

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brookeplays
brookeplays

Can anyone suggest some very sad/ old books to read yk Romeo and Juliet/ we were liars vibes? idk what to read

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Haley Smith
Haley Smith

Suddenly, I felt the cool metal strike me, but it was painless. And it didn’t matter anyway, because I saw him. My love I once thought was dead. I felt his soft hands, no longer painted in the bruises or the calluses i once remembered him having. I shook my head, confused and scared, but he whispered in my ear, his voice so delicate and quiet, it almost felt as if it was all my imagination, trying to trick me once again into believing I was living in a fantasy I knew I never could have. “It’s okay. It’s time.” He smiled. I felt something slide down my face. It could’ve been a tear, or his soft hand or both. Either way, all I could see was his face. I couldn’t feel the sharp aching pain in my stomach, I couldn’t hear the screams echoing through the halls, I couldn’t even hear my own voice whisper his name. But again, it didn’t matter. Because he was here. He was never dead. ‘He didn’t die.’ I thought. Or maybe I said it. ‘He didn’t die.’ I smiled, as yet again something moved down my cheek. ‘He didn’t die.’ The metal slid lower. ‘He didn’t die.’ My whole body went numb. He didn’t die. Right? *this story is meant to go with the song “experience” by the way!*

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Silver Rust
Silver Rust

running. heart pounding, eyes blurred with tears that force their way from her eyes against her will. she'd seen something she never wanted to see again, something she wanted to erase from her memory entirely. she shouldn't have been there, she should have left before anything happened, but she didn't. she stayed. that was her mistake. she was scolded constantly for running in the corridors of the palace, but this time nobody was around to stop her. she just kept going. she ran until she saw huge wooden doors ahead of her, and didn't pause to push them open. they swung away, agonizingly slow, but as soon as the gap was big enough she ran through into the library. she was the only one who still visited it, really; her mother used to, but once she was born she opted to stay and care for her child instead. all of her schooling was done in the study next to her bedroom, and books necessary for research would have been taken from the library in advance. she still went there regularly, however, finding solace in old books, sofas and mugs of tea when she needed it most. she walked past one of the larger seats and picked up a book from on top of the cushions, not paying attention to the title. she found her favourite armchair - a large one hidden inbetween aisles of novels. sometimes she would wrap the knitted throw around her shoulders in winter and let her layers of thick jumpers and socks keep her warm as she read. she got past the third page before the tears welled up again and blurred her vision too much to see through. she let them fall; small rainstorms, tear-tracks like rivers on a smooth, pale landscape. every time she blinked she could see that image in her view again: her beloved mother, a dagger twisted in her gut and bleeding out quickly, her father stood cold and uncaring above her like a marble statue. she should have left while she had the chance. run away from the royal life, escaped to freedom when she was offered it. instead she stayed behind with her mother in the hopes that she would feel less alone with her daughter. she should have left.

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my music listening account
my music listening account

well i was ok till i hear visions of gideon 😪

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Snapenclaw
Snapenclaw

Pls my pov for this is ligit- POV: You are a detective, the best amongst your peers, but you are outshine by one, a young, dashing male who you have fallen for though out your years of working together. As you fall deeper in love with the mysterious detective, you soon realize he is unable to feel love, or so he things, he hides himself from others, and turns you down as you ask him to grab a coffee, you walk into the nearest library, devastated, deciding that you will read as many book as possible to educate yourself more on deduction, which would help you in your job. I don't know. Don't ask. I have where thoughts and very confusing backstorys for characters that don't exist.

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Alicja Szałkowska
Alicja Szałkowska

I remember when i was in school and just from the first lesson i was holding my tears back just not to show weakness I thought that hiding emotions is better option that ask for help I could talk to somebody but I chosen a better option stay quiet and pretend that I am not existing and I am not here where I am just disappear that how I felt

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Samadrita s
Samadrita s

It was the warmest of the rainy days The rain was as soft as the touches reincarnated lovers Dripping on my lips Cold but turning hot as blood as it felt the heat in my chest My heart was numb with a seductive A seductive you gave The seductive called love. Sweet it was Like our dreaming days Like when our love bloomed under one umbrella Like your promise of a rainbow But you see It was the darkest of the rainy days The rain was harsh as the lover's regrets Blueing my lips Cold but turning hot from the heat of your splashed blood on my chest My heart was numb with a pain. The pain you gave The pain called love. Dead it was Like your ambitious eyes Dead it was Like the rotting fate that connected us Like the promise of eternal darkness. The old crippled souls of Styx Screamed to me as you crossed it. Now do you see? It wasn't rain dripping down on you that day. It was poison. The poison in people's hearts. - N.R

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Andrea Maximoff
Andrea Maximoff

Reasons to live: “Suicide doesn’t stop the pain,” “It gives it to someone else.” - [ ] 1: We would miss you - [ ] 2: It’s worth it to be alive - [ ] 3: It does get better,believe it or not it will eventually get better. - [ ] 4: There’s so much you would miss out on doing. - [ ] 5: You are worth it don’t let anyone,even yourself tell you otherwise. - [ ] 6: God made you for a reason, you have a reason. - [ ] 7: There is always a reason to live! - [ ] 8: So many people care about you - [ ] 9: You are amazing - [ ] 10: I don’t even know you and I love you - [ ] 11: I care for you - [ ] 12: There are plenty of people that love you - [ ] 13: Youre literally perfect!!

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Syd F
Syd F

When I'm dead ill go to a nice university and drop the books that student are looking for.

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Isaac Foster
Isaac Foster

dude , I will not be sad. sure , I may have no friends. sure , I might be having bad days. yeah , I'm in pain. but standing up makes a person stronger. these pains and suffering is a lesson. I tried and lost and tried and lost and I'm tired. and people will think that I never tried when they see me down. so I have to stand up till all this pain ends. and do my math homework.

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Maja Aleksandra
Maja Aleksandra

It would be lovely if u'd make playlist ,,blood on your hands and you're looking in the misty and dead eyes of your past lover" some kind of dark academia but make it classical and a little bit scary, filled with pain but also some kind of relief bisous, thank u for your amazing playlists, love them all

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aine hoyle
aine hoyle

"You don’t know what goes on in anyone’s life but your own. And when you mess with one part of a person’s life, you’re not messing with just that part. Unfortunately, you can’t be that precise and selective. When you mess with one part of a person’s life, you’re messing with their entire life. Everything. . . affects everything."- Thirteen Reasons Why - - i love this quote because it makes me reflect on how others feel. To you it may just be a word or a friendly nudge in the arm. But you do not know what that person may deal with daily, so please be careful with people. some hearts are more delicate than others.

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Simmersive
Simmersive

POV: You've moved to an entirely new country by yourself to complete your studies. It's filled to the brim with beautiful architecture and history. You've also fallen in real love for the first time there only to experience the worst heartbreak of your life. You're trying to study for your exams at the old library on your campus. You're trying so hard, but the grief over the end of your relationship is gripping at you from all sides; you run to a secluded corner and see that night has fallen and it is raining, and you can’t help when the tears start running down your face; you thought they were the one. Little did you know; this was just the beginning of the next chapter of your life and the best things were waiting for you right around the corner. The rain over your life would one day gradually stop and the sun would shine again on your soul.

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Sarah Quintero
Sarah Quintero

somebody please tell me the name of the second song

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MARIA REGINA LIMA CARTAXO LEITE FERREIRA
MARIA REGINA LIMA CARTAXO LEITE FERREIRA

you're studying alone at your old college library and the mysteryous kid sits in front of you

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S c a r l e t
S c a r l e t

When sad boy hours turn into sad boy years

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emma
emma

oliviaaaa respond to me pls imma cry

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lololoisa
lololoisa

Ash

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Amyna Chouat
Amyna Chouat

This makes me feel like running in a black dress with no shoes crying my tears off

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seraj alhorani
seraj alhorani

Why the tears lol

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nida
nida

please add rain sounds to your playlists

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