Bella Poarch - Living Hell (Official Music Video)

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    Bella PoarchBella Poarch

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    CREDITS:
    Director - Andrew Donoho
    Creative Director - Sub Urban
    Production Company - Obsidian
    Executive Producer - Doug Klinger
    Head of Production - Anna Heinrich
    Producer: Jami Arceo
    Producer: Paul Young Lee
    Director’s Rep - Doug Klinger at Reprobates
    Production Manager - Kelsey Anderson
    Director of Photography - Julian Kapadia
    1st Assistant Director - Mike Estrella
    2nd Assistant Director - Benjamin Salvador
    1st AC - Jacob Perry
    2nd AC - Jake Dugger
    Ronin Op - Adam Hull
    Gaffer - Justin Garcia
    BBE - Harper Thomas
    Electric - Zach Stilwel
    Electric - Yoann Cifuentes
    Key Grip - Jon Coyne
    BBG - Natalie Coyne
    Grip - Anthony Santos
    Grip - Johnathan La
    Driver - Austin Murillo
    Production Designer - Wesley Goodrich
    Art Director - Carter McNeil
    Choreographer and Movement Coach - Monika Felice Smith
    Stunts - Tony Snegoff
    Artist SFX Makeup - Sasha Glasser
    Artist SFX Makeup Assistants - Malina Stearns & Hannah Starke
    Artist Wardrobe Stylist - Aquiles
    Artist Hair - Donovan Domingo
    Artist Makeup - Jose Corella
    Artist MGMT - Danny Kang, Aryan Mahyar, Gabriella Pulley & Francisco Montiel
    Young Bella - Kendall Nguyen
    Post Producers - Nazeli Kodjoian and Maria Rinaldi at Sunset Post
    Editors - Andre Jones at Sunset Post
    Color - Matt Osborne at Company 3
    Color Grade Producer - Dan Butler
    VFX Supervisor - Andrew Donoho
    VFX Producer - Denhov Visuals
    Additional Roto & Paint - Vitaly Verloff
    Beauty - Sunset Post
    Label Commissioner - Norman Wonderly & Devin Sarno

    Special thanks to Cash App for helping make this all possible! 💚

    LYRICS:
    [Verse 1]
    You know I don't believe in ghosts Or letting people close
    I'm good at letting go
    You kiss my lips until they're colder Think you're in control but
    But I should let you know

    [Pre-Chorus]
    Well, the good guys don't always get the glory
    Can't you see the warning signs?

    [Chorus]
    I can make your life a living hell if I wanted to (Wanted to)
    Wish this was a love you never felt and you know it's true (Know it's true)
    Love me, love me
    Trust me with that heart of yours
    Feels so heavy
    Lying on the bedroom floor
    I can make your life a livin' hell if I wanted to (Wanted to)

    [Verse 2]
    Chew you up and spit you out
    And still you come around
    So I can watch you drown
    Hate when you tell me that you'll wait
    Like you think that I could change
    When I've always been this way

    [Pre-Chorus]
    Well, the good guys don't always get the glory
    Can't you see the warning signs?

    [Chorus]
    I can make your life a living hell if I wanted to (Wanted to)
    Wish this was a love you never felt and you know it's true (Know it's true)
    Love me, love me
    Trust me with that heart of yours
    Feels so heavy
    Lying on the bedroom floor
    I can make your life a livin' hell if I wanted to (Wanted to)

    [Bridge]
    I'm haunted by the words you say
    When I can’t say that I feel the same
    Admit you’ll always be alone
    And baby you should know
    I’m only gonna ghost

    [Chorus]
    I can make your life a living hell if I wanted to (Wanted to)
    Wish this was a love you never felt and you know it's true (Know it's true)
    Love me, love me
    Trust me with that heart of yours
    Feels so heavy
    Lying on the bedroom floor
    I can make your life a livin' hell if I wanted to (Wanted to)

Bella Poarch
Bella Poarch

Living Hell is a story about my childhood. It’s a story about how I struggled growing up inside a real-life living hell in a tiny room in the Philippines. My whole life, I’ve been trying to escape my childhood trauma, my living hell, and no matter how much therapy I do, no matter how much medicine I take, and no matter how far I try to run away…it always comes back to haunt me. The music video is inspired by my childhood room. My room was yellow and had a lock on the outside. Yellow because it was a color I was forced to like growing up. It was my parents way of letting me know that they have the power in the house. And a lock on the outside because my parents wanted to make sure that I didn’t escape when I was in there. It was really hard for me to relive this while shooting the music video. I really want to talk to you more about it when I’m ready. Sorry for the essay the reason I’m writing this because I want all of you who are reading this and all of you who have supported me along this journey to understand that I love you more than you know. You guys are my escape. You guys are why I wake up everyday. You guys are the reason that I’m able to break free from this mess and in my darkest times, understand that things are going to be okay. I truly can’t thank you enough and I want you to know that I’m here for you the same way that you’re here for me. To anyone who is also going through their own living hell, you will escape and I'll be right there by your side. This one's for you💛

Hilary0718
Hilary0718

I’d never expected myself to say this but Bella is more than just a tik tok girl. She as a singer deserves more appreciation

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Phoebee!
Phoebee!

It's crazy to think Bella went through all this as a child. She has made it so far and I know that her parents/guardians are jealous and wish they treated her better. Great job Bella, this is an absolute masterpiece! I'd think it would be hard to bring back your childhood especially when bad things happened to you then. But that's all in the past, and Bella is an absolute star now! There's no doubt her guardians/parents are jealous now.

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meixizou86
meixizou86

Bella Poarch deserves the rise to fame. She's pretty talented. I'm hoping her career will soar further. She's literally living like Cinderella.

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Pam
Pam

How sad that yellow symbolizes happiness and yet for Bella it's something traumatic, you're such a brave girl Bella, I admire you for that aside from being an artist. You'll found your peace and healing soon, keep moving forward! You got it girl

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barneyyuyy
barneyyuyy

Ironically yellow is often associated with happiness but as we can see, in this case it isn't. Also as someone who is mentally and emotionally abused by my "family"I relate to this song a lot. Thank you Bella for saying how we feel for us we can't. Love this video and will check out your other work💞

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Wilma Westenberg
Wilma Westenberg

Your song and music video are so good. Sorry you had to go through such hard childhood trauma. Glad you made it this far, see where you're standing now! Sending many hugs.

Grey
Grey

out of all the people who could have blown up and become a singer, I'm glad it was you. you're truly an inspiration, and as far as childhood trauma goes, you give me hope that it will get better. thank you <3

John Martin Soriano
John Martin Soriano

This is why living in a Filipino household is a matter of how lucky you are to avoid nightmarish parents. Imagine the struggles of every Filipino offspring out there just to try and escape the chaotic reality of trauma and oppression within a household. I love how Bella did portray this reality through her music. This is such an amazing repertoire, a soothing masterpiece with deep meanings behind.

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50k challenge with 0 video
50k challenge with 0 video

She came from nodding her head to making a decent song. What a legend

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Jaiden Mikhael Galanto
Jaiden Mikhael Galanto

Funfact: I'm a child who's actually Filipino and going through this trouble. You've actually inspired me and telling me that if you can become who you wanted to be even through some tough hell of a childhood trauma, made me know I can still be alive if I try and resist and persuade. Thanks Bella, a fellow Filipino! :D

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gamer
gamer

I can relate to Bella and her trauma. I grew up with some of the same abuse. It takes along time to feel normal. All you want as a child is to have what other happy kids have . Friends, a birthday party, a pat on the back for a job well done, time to play,to relax instead of worrying when you will get a blow to the head for something not done right.

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Ava Adams
Ava Adams

the fact that you made yourself this vulnerable to your audience knowing that they (*cough, cough* “family”) will potentially watch this, is so admirable and badass. i am proud of you bella and yes we are here to support you 100%.

Isha
Isha

If you are looking for the lyrics🙃:

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Lisa ASMR
Lisa ASMR

First time hearing your music, found you through recommendations. Your voice is intoxicating and now I will be forever subbed 🔥

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First Last
First Last

What a touching story, and shocking to hear. I just wanted to come here and say “I love her voice but I have no idea what this song is about,” then found this amazing description…and I’m so sad to read it. But here’s to your success and healing ❤

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Danidapenny
Danidapenny

This song will forever be my favourite. Not only is this song my music taste and i can sing perfectly along with it, there's meaning. A backstory. Your my idol Bella/Issabella, your strengh and courage. I love how theres so much meaning put into this song. If theres one thing i'd wish too let you know is that were here for you. 💛

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Mani B.
Mani B.

Thank you for sharing this beautiful masterpiece with us. The song hits different when the artist is telling a story and sharing a piece of them. And the visuals are absolutely amazing. I can’t imagine how hard this must have been to film.

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Lisa can step on me
Lisa can step on me

didn’t expect much coming into this tbh. just thought she would be another tiktoker trying to make a music career. but wow, she blew me away. what an amazingly written song, amazing production, those vocals in the chorus, the mv aesthetics. everything was so great. i can tell she genuinely cares about what she’s doing and has that artistry. i’ll def be checking out her future projects.

aYoli
aYoli

I love how she seems to be reclaiming the color yellow which must've been something she connected a lot of horrible things with judging from her own text. I love this song and video. Thank you so much for sharing this with us!

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