Afraid

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    The NeighbourhoodThe Neighbourhood

    Provided to DE-film by Columbia

    Afraid · The Neighbourhood

    I Love You.

    ℗ 2013 Columbia Records, a Division of Sony Music Entertainment

    Released on: 2013-04-19

    Composer, Lyricist: Jesse James Rutherford
    Producer: Justyn Pilbrow
    Composer, Producer: Emile Haynie
    Composer: Zachary Abels
    Unknown: Chris Mullings
    Composer: Jeremiah Freedman
    Mixing Engineer: Craig Silvey
    Composer: Michael Margott
    Composer: Bryan Sammis
    Mastering Engineer: Tony "Jack the Bear" Mantz

    Auto-generated by DE-film.

The Invisible Child
The Invisible Child

Lyrics: When I wake up, I'm afraid Somebody else might take my place When I wake up, I'm afraid Somebody else might take my place Make that money Fake that bunny Ache my tummy On the fence, all the time Paid junk honey Your face so sunny Ain't that funny? All my friends always lie to me I know they're thinking You're too mean, I don't like you Fuck you, anyway You make me want to scream at the top of my lungs It hurts but, I won't fight you You suck, anyway You make me want to die, right when I When I wake up, I'm afraid Somebody else might take my place When I wake up, I'm afraid Somebody else might take my place When I wake up, I'm afraid Somebody else might take my place When I wake up, I'm afraid Somebody else might end up being me (being me, being me) Keep on dreaming Don't stop breathing Fight those demons Sell your soul, not your whole self Oh, if they see it when you're sleeping Make them leave it And I can't even see if it's out there, anymore So You're too mean, I don't like you Fuck you, anyway You make me want to scream at the top of my lungs It hurts but, I won't fight you You suck, anyway You make me want to die, right when I When I wake up, I'm afraid Somebody else might take my place When I wake up, I'm afraid Somebody else might take my place When I wake up, I'm afraid Somebody else might take my place When I wake up, I'm afraid Somebody else might end up being me (being me, being me) Being me can only mean feeling scared to breathe If you leave me, then I'll be afraid of everything That makes me anxious, gives me patience Calms me down, lets me face this Let me sleep And when I wake up (when I wake up, when I wake up) Let me be When I wake up, I'm afraid Somebody else might take my place When I wake up, I'm afraid Somebody else might take my place When I wake up, I'm afraid Somebody else might take my place When I wake up, I'm afraid Somebody else might end up being me (being me, being me)

Vor 6 Monate
- Aoelus Nocturnus Sortem X
- Aoelus Nocturnus Sortem X

Ah, the feeling when you realize that you passed from being afraid of everything and everyone to KNOWING you're the most dangerous thing in the room. I'd be scared of me too.

Vor 7 Monate
roc viv
roc viv

I love this song so much.

Vor 7 Monate
luna manzur candia
luna manzur candia

Amo

Vor 7 Monate
Ari Chama
Ari Chama

Hello, my name is Ariel, I am from Mexico. I am trying to raise funds to be able to return to university since I had to abandon it to help my mother and my brother, I currently work repairing clothes, and I do some work such as rehearsals or crafts but I cannot go back to school, I am trying to develop bags for myself, my idea is to incorporate organic materials that do not pollute the planet, so I can help myself to work and thus be able to go back to school, I want to study architecture, please take the time to read my story and my idea to get ahead, if you can help me by donating or sharing my message to more people I would appreciate it, if you have questions ask me, the least I want is for them to think that I want to scam them when all I am looking for is to achieve my dream of being an architect: This is my campaign where I explain my situation and my idea I hope you can help me: https://www.airfunding.net/project/173862?hl=es&utm_source=copied_url&utm_medium=social&utm_campaign=project_first_shares&utm_content=project_id_173862 I also made a video that is on youtube if you want to see it: https://youtu.be/E6Xn4ETzC5k You can also make a direct donation in Paypal which is linked to my fundraising campaign: https://www.paypal.com/cgi-bin/webscr?cmd=_s-xclick&hosted_button_id=SXU2EUQ899GQU&source=url With all my heart thank you for taking the time to read my situation, thank you very much, blessings

Vor 7 Monate
Claudia Ilie
Claudia Ilie

Im afraid of going outside Im afraid of sharing my feelings Im afraid of talking with my dad Im afraid of meeting with my dad. Im afraid of being judged all the time. Im afraid of waking up. Im afraid of going to bed Im afraid of smiling. Im afraid of crying. Im afraid of talking with others. Im afraid someday i will accidentally make deeper cuts,so deep that i wont wake up anymore. Im afraid of not being able to keep going. Im afraid of wanting to give up. Im afraid of the future/present/past.

Vor 7 Monate
J P
J P

everything is going to be okay just keep going

Vor 2 Monate
mariam
mariam

bye bc my friend said this was his most hated song. whatdidhesayyyyyyyyyyyyyy

Vor 7 Monate
Bic Macc
Bic Macc

k buena rola

Vor 7 Monate
Felipe Araiza
Felipe Araiza

Jodes de todas maneras 😪😣😌👽🖕viva mexico

Vor 7 Monate
matt waldman
matt waldman

The ratty cyclone partially mend because cabbage fortuitously harass despite a strange plier. dark, disillusioned diamond

Vor 7 Monate
Jennifer Carson
Jennifer Carson

The rare crocus regrettably wrestle because pleasure developmentally jump till a incompetent skate. incandescent, tight peak

Vor 7 Monate
Esmeralda Hernandez
Esmeralda Hernandez

Es perfecta🥰🥰🥰🙂

Vor 7 Monate
Eliza Sutton
Eliza Sutton

yes

Vor 7 Monate
habibah aldakak
habibah aldakak

Arctic Monkeys + the neighborhood = best collab

Vor 7 Monate
Isabelle Podolski
Isabelle Podolski

Bi Y

Vor 8 Monate
olivia
olivia

i'm so dependent on my friends. i can't imagine being lonely. it's my biggest fear, having no one.

Vor 8 Monate
Maia
Maia

(: ʎɐnbɐɹɐd ɐɔıɹɹɐןıʌ

Vor 8 Monate
G G
G G

Still one of my favorite songs since 2015

Vor 8 Monate
GLO Ramirez
GLO Ramirez

Remember the first time listening to this song, I was still with the love of my life . At the time it made me feel good cause my life was the best when I was with her but now i listen to this song & think of her so much, I miss her so much & I wish she knew . I wish she never left me I would have been better .

Vor 8 Monate
Viktoria Scheuerer
Viktoria Scheuerer

"... Somebody take my place.." wich place?

Vor 8 Monate
ily abi
ily abi

When your bff doesn't reply to your text fast:

Vor 8 Monate
yoongination
yoongination

I don't need friends they disappoint me

Vor 8 Monate
Elijah Linz
Elijah Linz

You're listening to this as you get their text saying its not your fault...the its not you its me...

Vor 8 Monate
Kathryn Brock
Kathryn Brock

No one: Me: crying over this song yet i'm single asf

Vor 8 Monate
Lillia
Lillia

"U make me wanna scream at the top of my lungs" so true

Vor 8 Monate
That's so Undisputed
That's so Undisputed

Take me back to 2014 please

Vor 8 Monate
silviya fullbuster
silviya fullbuster

Everyone here has some kind of trauma etc. and I'm here siting like 👁👄👁

Vor 8 Monate
Ja'Moni Kimbrough
Ja'Moni Kimbrough

Welcome to 2020 yall see yall in 2021 2020 sucks no cap

Vor 8 Monate
Tenko Chabashira
Tenko Chabashira

hello nagito and shuichi kinnies

Vor 8 Monate
Jay Hounslow
Jay Hounslow

This is a song I just want to go in the woods, and scream to.

Vor 8 Monate
Jose Julian Gonzalez Diaz
Jose Julian Gonzalez Diaz

Y de repente boom, un comentario en español

Vor 8 Monate
Thaisss Otiniano
Thaisss Otiniano

ME ENCANTAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Vor 8 Monate
The Darkest Shade
The Darkest Shade

I remember listening to this on repeat a year ago. I had just found out I was part of a system and one of the others was fronting about as much as I was. I was terrified my friends would prefer them over me. They don't front as often now, but that was a terrifying time.

Vor 8 Monate
Bubbly Me
Bubbly Me

Anyone here in Nov. 2020 needing some nostalgia along with listening to their new music? 💜😘💕

Vor 8 Monate
Jared Montoya
Jared Montoya

cool

Vor 8 Monate
Anto Muller
Anto Muller

2020?

Vor 8 Monate
M Aliaga
M Aliaga

Why did I discover this band only today ?

Vor 8 Monate
Şevval Yılmaz
Şevval Yılmaz

"FUCK YOU ANYWAY" God this makes me screaming to everyone at home!

Vor 8 Monate
Pranjali Arya
Pranjali Arya

I was 11 when this song came out. At that time I couldn't understand its meaning but now I relate to it everyday. Life is tough 😣

Vor 8 Monate
I'm Sophi
I'm Sophi

Me with abandonment issues: _When I'm awake I'm afraid somebody else might take my place_

Vor 8 Monate
Alexandra Nieto
Alexandra Nieto

I'm 20 years old and I remember those times in 2015 when I WAS IN LOVE WITH THIS BAND. Now I'm listening the first two albums and crying, I miss high school :(

Vor 8 Monate
Mindy
Mindy

Well my opinion is null because I feel really alone my friends who were supposed to have left I feel priced my second boyfriend does not want me I need friends and here I wonder at this point.....REALLY WORTH IT? I always fake a smile so as not to explain.... and at night I get depressed but my biggest problem is that I don't understand or support people if... I'll tell you a little bit about my family it's full of problems and when I was little I had no one and of course when I went to school I was alone... I ate alone at such a large table... and from there I started the antisocial problem I just want to be alone and now that my family is with me I can't stand being with them, you want to know more? instagram min_sam_jv_

Vor 8 Monate
lexi
lexi

Let's hope tic tac won't get this.

Vor 8 Monate
FairyDairy
FairyDairy

eye heart neighborhood ✌

Vor 8 Monate
claudia Gomezrobles gomez
claudia Gomezrobles gomez

Hello lgbtq+ comunity

Vor 8 Monate
i want cookies
i want cookies

I got chills listening to this.

Vor 8 Monate
Ramona Bruno
Ramona Bruno

Vor 8 Monate
hana
hana

this song was made for will byers

Vor 8 Monate
bissan awwad
bissan awwad

My abandonment issues in a nutshell

Vor 8 Monate
Danika Lyonss
Danika Lyonss

He said he wants to be more than friends after 3 years😖💕

Vor 8 Monate
Knives Mondragon
Knives Mondragon

Greetings, -lgbtqa+ community -people with depression -people with anxiety -suicidal people -people with trauma

Vor 8 Monate
Consuela
Consuela

Yep, that’s all me

Vor 2 Monate
kurna babo
kurna babo

bruh every single one of you is faking it

Vor 4 Monate
kurna babo
kurna babo

but what if i dont have any of this and im normal

Vor 4 Monate
Aubri Donathan
Aubri Donathan

Hello there 🖤

Vor 7 Monate
Sarah Arroyo
Sarah Arroyo

I love you

Vor 7 Monate
Movie Endings
Movie Endings

),= ): ); ); ); );

Vor 8 Monate
Meike
Meike

This song is my whole mood

Vor 8 Monate
Niky Montana
Niky Montana

9 billion ppl on eARTH, and I only SEE yOu

Vor 8 Monate
A Person
A Person

2016 years

Vor 9 Monate
dylans wife :]
dylans wife :]

fog god

Vor 9 Monate
madeleine p.
madeleine p.

I know for a fact that every girl listening to this is cute

Vor 9 Monate
Shrek🥵
Shrek🥵

This song is so underrated

Vor 9 Monate
Shrek🥵
Shrek🥵

These songs hit so different

Vor 9 Monate
cry baby
cry baby

Eu venho escutar essa música direto só pq eu lembro da amada 😣

Vor 9 Monate
Cloud0Zero
Cloud0Zero

*sigh*

Vor 9 Monate
somebody that you used to know
somebody that you used to know

Is there any others who don't have depression or anxiety etc but this song still is a vibe?

Vor 9 Monate
Lonezewolf Gaming
Lonezewolf Gaming

When Zoom re-places Skype

Vor 9 Monate
NUKE
NUKE

La musica perfecta pa suicidarse

Vor 9 Monate
CAZZ
CAZZ

siganme xfas @v0tE @v0tE

Vor 9 Monate
moxie
moxie

pov: you have known this person for a while now, and you can declare with 100% certainty that you hate their guts. they're only in your life because of that one stupid mutual friend that you wish had never introduced you two. they tease you all the time, they think they're better than everyone else, you never agree on everything, and no matter what, they'll always find a way to bother you. *they make you want to scream at the top of your lungs.* you find your face getting red and your heart hammering with rage whenever you think of them. which is often. but after a while, you realize something. this person teases someone else once, and it leaves you feeling alone, leaves you feeling like there's a hole in your heart. you don't know what to do. *you don't even like this person, right?* your mind races for the next few days, trying to figure out your feelings. remember, you hate this person. you wish you never met them. you think about how much you hate them all the time. this doesn't mean you have feelings for them. no. it doesn't. shut up.  after losing too much sleep, it really hits you. you -love them- slightly enjoy their presence. you -depend on them- kind of like how they tease you. *you **-are afraid that someone will take your place-** don't 100% hate them after all .* suddenly the fear hits you. what if they find someone else that they -have feelings for- like to tease? without thinking about it, you pick up your phone. you don't even realize it at first, but you're texting this person. *hey this might sound weird but can you meet at the diner?* sent 3:08 A.M. *sure weirdo ;)* recieved 3:09 A.M. (please dont let this flop I wrote this instead of doing homework)

Vor 9 Monate
moxie
moxie

@nico stupid haha tysm I’m glad u liked it!

Vor 9 Monate
nico stupid haha
nico stupid haha

i read those lyrics at the same time as the song. ts could be a whole story

Vor 9 Monate
but where is pizza
but where is pizza

me going to school every morning:

Vor 9 Monate
Amador Velázquez Mauricio
Amador Velázquez Mauricio

Hermosa UwU

Vor 9 Monate
sarah wood
sarah wood

i have anxiety and this makes me have it really bad after the song ends bu during it i can feel te increase of it i just love the feeling idk why

Vor 9 Monate
Kawaii World
Kawaii World

I love this song because I always feel like this. :(

Vor 9 Monate
Aldana Gregorutti
Aldana Gregorutti

Te amo arisna grande

Vor 9 Monate
Denu Ramos
Denu Ramos

nqv

Vor 9 Monate
Aldana Gregorutti
Aldana Gregorutti

Grande eminem

Vor 9 Monate
ChickenGryphon 0989
ChickenGryphon 0989

If you think people being “edgy” in the comment section is annoying, go fuck yourself. Let people express themselves. This song was made to express feelings, and people can relate to that. So what if it’s annoying? Just ignore it, why are you whining?

Vor 9 Monate
Aliyah0228 Ink
Aliyah0228 Ink

It hits different listening to this in 2020

Vor 9 Monate
SΩDΔTHΣΣDITΩR
SΩDΔTHΣΣDITΩR

Honestly I’m just scared to wake up and live throughout the day. :)

Vor 9 Monate
vex
vex

i need someone to talk to

Vor 9 Monate
P r e t t y G i r l
P r e t t y G i r l

In my POV, I kinda see it as he’s afraid of waking up in a version of himself that he never wants to be aka. His demons. He calls out the lyrics 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘮𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘴𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮 𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘰𝘱 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘺 𝘭𝘶𝘯𝘨𝘴, so I kinda see it as he’s afraid of getting himself replaced by one of his demons. Just a thought. 👌 Edit: If you listen closely, the lyrics “when I’m wake up, I’m afraid somebody else might take my place” you can kinda hear a demonic background voice. AGAIN, just a thought.

Vor 9 Monate
saakshi x
saakshi x

Like he's scared of a part of him that's there and he doesn't know when it's gonna show up and that can be terrifying

Vor 8 Monate
saakshi x
saakshi x

I love this

Vor 8 Monate
Samantha Turdi
Samantha Turdi

Good one

Vor 9 Monate
kiddryoo
kiddryoo

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Vor 9 Monate
thatonerileychick
thatonerileychick

I've cried to this so many times

Vor 9 Monate
Leslie Deal
Leslie Deal

"Being me can only mean Feeling scared to breathe If you leave me then I'll be afraid of everything That makes me anxious, gives me patience, calms me down Lets me face this, let me sleep, and when I wake up Let me breath" "When I wake up, I'm afraid somebody else might take my place" Its almost like someone's in so much pain, they don't even care about themselves anymore. They just don't want somebody else to be in the same pain they're in. They know someone is in the same pain they're in, but they don't want to accept it. They don't say a word. They're scared to take even a step because of all the possible outcomes that could happen. They want to be hidden. They want to stay asleep, but also don't want to go. They just want everything to end. They cant bear to see anyone get hurt like them, so they put on a mask and walk out. Still scared to do anything. Its like theres no end to anything. They cant take it. Nothing will help. Everything crushes down on them and stress overwhelms them.They cant take it anymore. They pull of their mask and just scream in agony. The figure is slouched, sobbing, yelling, punching the ground. You walk over to the figure and sit down next to them. You hug them, and they stop crying to squeeze you back.

Vor 9 Monate
Nicolle Fernandes
Nicolle Fernandes

EI VOCÊ! Sim, você, sentado atrás da tela lendo isso. Eu não te conheço e você certamente não me conhece. Mas eu quero lhe dizer uma coisa. Todo mundo tem sua própria história. O seu pode estar cheio de alegria e felicidade, ou pode estar nublado de dor e infortúnio. Quero que saiba que você é uma pessoa bonita, maravilhosa e talentosa. Mesmo que sua vida não esteja do jeito que você quer agora, eu sei que você será capaz de entender tudo bem. Eu quero que você me faça um favor. Eu sei que sou apenas um estranho, mas apenas confie em mim, ok? Toda vez que você vê seu reflexo, seja no espelho no banheiro, em uma janela em algum lugar ou em uma poça na rua, quero que você se olhe e se abraça. Porque mesmo que você não seja a mais bonita, a mais inteligente ou a mais engraçada, você é algo que ninguém mais pode ser: você. E você é a melhor coisa que pode ser. Sorria para estranhos. Seja confiante em si mesmo. Chore quando tiver vontade de chorar, ria quando tiver vontade de rir. Trate-se como um deus / deusa porque você merece isso. Mantenha sua cabeça erguida e mantenha seu coração aberto. Você vale tudo e mais um pouco. E lembre-se sempre de que, não importa o que aconteça, mesmo que não pareça, você é tudo para alguém, o motivo do sorriso de alguém. Percebi que todos somos bonitos.

Vor 9 Monate
Nicolle Fernandes
Nicolle Fernandes

@Gabriel Sousa

Vor 9 Monate
Gabriel Sousa
Gabriel Sousa

Obrigado, precisava mesmo ouvir (ler no caso kk) algo assim

Vor 9 Monate
jeon daniela
jeon daniela

dude this is so underrated. it's been 3 years since i first listened to this song and til this day i still listen to it. this is just art.

Vor 10 Monate
CrisKY MG
CrisKY MG

When i wake up, i'm afraid somebody else might take my place

Vor 10 Monate
Ibrahim Khan
Ibrahim Khan

dam, werd they go

Vor 10 Monate
Jennifer Alejandres
Jennifer Alejandres

Te amo Jessie❤

Vor 10 Monate
P L
P L

anxiety sucks

Vor 10 Monate
BLACK MOTH
BLACK MOTH

i found this song when all my friends left me while i struggle with my financial and family problems... i just realise and believe that the best friend i have is my own soul. i love this song so much

Vor 10 Monate
Kris
Kris

Why everyone is so edgy in the comments , personal problems is something that should be private, i think

Vor 10 Monate
ChickenGryphon 0989
ChickenGryphon 0989

It’s a form of therapy to relieve the emotional stress from them. Let people vent, and maybe try keeping your opinions to yourself.

Vor 9 Monate
Bre Smith
Bre Smith

when i wake up i honestly hope someone takes my place , im tired

Vor 10 Monate
milena
milena

you can't trust someone that doesn't rise the middle finger in the "fuck you anyway" part

Vor 10 Monate
Magika
Magika

after you watch a horror movie and your just lying awake in bed

Vor 10 Monate
adriana
adriana

i was watching the vampire diaries while doing homework and all of a sudden I hear this song playing in one of the scenes..THE WAY I GOT SO EXCITED AND SURPRISED I legit started getting happy and just sang along lmaoo

Vor 10 Monate
G Depp
G Depp

WOW! Forgot how much i love this song!!!

Vor 10 Monate
n
n

I can’t describe how much nostalgia I get from this song

Vor 10 Monate
Sebas Noy
Sebas Noy

Stay in home, and yes I know what about you really talk about. Celebration California

Vor 10 Monate
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"When I wake up, I'm afraid. Somebody else might take my place." "Somebody else might end up being me." When I first heard that I thought of how 2 years ago I lived my life being afraid that my father, who sexually abused me for (kindergarden-8th grade) 8 years, would do the game to my other sisters so I stayed quiet for 8 years being his toy. I just wanted to protect my sisters and so it might have been stupid to think that, but I was scared and I regret it so SO much. I am so damaged now and used I will never feel safe ever again. In the end I probably would have still been quiet if it wasn't for my sister who told my mom that HE was doing that to HER. I felt so destroyed to think everything I've been doing for him just to NOT move on to my sisters, perished. Everything. It only happened to her for 2 years, she was my older sister and I believe she thought the same thing I did for me and my younger sister. I was the first to experience it, I just wished I stopped being scared sooner. In the end my mom asked me if he did that t me too but I guess she didn't believe me when I said I was raped...

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Does anyone relate with that?

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Milford Cubicle
Milford Cubicle

This remind me of my ex on Xanax

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Elena D
Elena D

i think how scary it can be, if u have the right people around u, u'll never feel or be replaced:)♥️

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Kristina Moreno
Kristina Moreno

To all the people here, if you are constantly putting a mask on daily....i am here, I love you, keep going you got this

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pheonix bird
pheonix bird

i'd love it if someone would take my place, but at the same time, i'd want it back.

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